Road Trip?

There's a good chance both Forks, Washington, and a theme park who shall not be named are on my travel itinerary for next year... who's in?

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Not Homeless

When Elizabeth asked me to participate in this group exercise with a host of my favorite bloggers, I was really excited. Then I finished reading the email and found out we were all supposed to write about HOME. Erggg. Twelve drafts later... this is all I've got. To read about home from people who can articulate far better than me, check out the bottom of this post.

I can’t wrap my head around the concept of home.

"I’m going home (Florida) for Thanksgiving," I said earlier today.
"I’m staying home (NYC) for Thanksgiving," I’ve said in the past.

Home is a misnomer, no matter which place I’m referencing when I say it. My family may still live in Jacksonville, but it’s no more my home than the Moon is. And while I live in New York right now, who knows if I’ll be here forever? There’s a palpable sense of permanence embodied in the "home" concept, and I’ve just never, ever felt permanent… anywhere.

If home isn’t about physical location, maybe it really is where the heart is. Gag. Excuse me while I go paint my nails pink and watch Enchanted............................ Ok, I’m back. While I’ve never felt homesick in my whole life, I am always missing somebody, somewhere. The homesick-like effects of wanderlust?

Every single day I miss my circus family in Jacksonville… the friends I made post-college and pre-NYC in Atlanta … Vicky & and the boys in LA … Great Gram and all my cousins in Wisconsin … Uncle Bruce in Hawaii … My Aunt Cathy and cousins in Austin… Miriam & the Vaca family in Bolivia … the sorority sisters and football buddies in Gainesville … Middleburg and the cheerleaders… clients who’ve become dear friends in The Bahamas … friends in Mexico, Montana, London, Tennessee, Chicago, Miami, Tallahassee, Australia, Orlando, Paris…

I’ve been to these places and loved the people who live there now, yet not one location has been able to fill the empty spot I have reserved in my heart for a permanent “home.” As I wrote this blog, I realized...

I haven’t been home yet.

Hebrews 11:13-16

Each one of these people of faith died not yet having in hand what was promised, but still believing. How did they do it? They saw it way off in the distance, waved their greeting, and accepted the fact that they were transients in this world. People who live this way make it plain that they are looking for their true home. If they were homesick for the old country, they could have gone back any time they wanted. But they were after a far better country than that—heaven country. You can see why God is so proud of them, and has a City waiting for them.

Thoughts on Weekends

Weekends are a bit like rainbows; they look good from a distance but disappear when you get up close to them.  
~John Shirley


The rhythm of the weekend, with its birth, its planned gaieties, and its announced end, followed the rhythm of life and was a substitute for it.  
~F. Scott Fitzgerald


Sunday clears away the rust of the whole week.  
~Joseph Addison


Weekends don't pay as well as weekdays but at least there's football.  
~S.A. Sachs

Grown Ups

Last week I had brunch with almost all of the girls from my very first small group in NYC. We were all on roughly the same page 3+ years ago when we began meeting every week in an Upper East Side Starbucks. We were young, single and concurrently overwhelmed with and enamored by the city.

While I think it's safe to say everyone in the photo still loves the Big Apple, one of these gals has already moved away, one is moving in two weeks, one is probably leaving in the next year, one is married, one is engaged, one is almost engaged...

As for me and my big life changing decisions - I went from blonde to brunette.